當你決定　你要離開我　
我沒有說什麼　就當作你自由
有好幾次 我都想挽留　
苦求也沒有用　就當作是寂寞

只有我能明白　她的溫柔　對你是種解脫
只想要告訴我　誰是你的最愛

其實你很愛她　對我的懲罰　
說你沒有想他她　是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口　只能放手　不能奢求　你說愛我
我已不想多說　摀住耳朵　
不想再次聽到你說　你很愛她

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this song, writes what's happening now...

=)

vacancy

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• VACANCY ---> Boyfriend
• DUTY ---> Take good care of me, sayang me, let me bully ....
  
• QUALIFICATION ---> Stable career, cash, car, decent looking ...
  

anyone interested, please let me a message...


hahahahah...

Anaemic ? or not ?

Recently feel so tired, even though I have my 8 hours beauty sleep ... I still feel tired mentally, physically....

Dozing off when I drive to work, ended up had the accident...
Having nap during my lunch break (in the pharmacy) .. it's not I wan to sleep, I just fell asleep when I read magazine or story book!! =( *I know ..it's scary!!!*

Even though how tired I am during the day, when it's time to sleep at night, it takes me a while to fall asleep..!! sigh...

So, tomorrow I am going for blood test, hopefully I am not anaemic! :( I don't want to take iron tablets...!!

v.o.o.d.o.o.

还有三天
就是画上句号的一个月。。。

有人问我。。。
最想念的会是什么。。。
我回答， cuddling = 躺在你胸膛的感觉。。

我怀念的。。
。。。 吃完晚饭躺在你身边休息。。。
。。。 躺在你胸膛， 看着dvd 。。。
。。。 看着看着， 就睡着了。。。

我说过，
你的床好像有voodoo 。。。
每次看dvd。。 看不到半个小时，我最睡着了。。。
你却说。。。 是我贪睡。。。

而我现在，
最需要的是，
那个 "voodoo"。。。
那个可以让我一下下就睡着，一觉到天亮的voodoo 。。。

Perth v.s Japan Fairy Wheels

The other day saw this picture from the website, Perth Wheels... I tot it's the fairy wheels from the circus, after that just knew it from my friend, it's something like "Perth Eyes"... Drove past last night to see that, all the memories recalled back...

This "Perth Eye".. looks so small compared to the one we rode in Japan Odaiba... you still remember??


But anyway, it's all gone by the wind now.... wonders whether the next time when we both ride the fairy wheels, who will be the one sitting next to us???

Perth Eye v.s Odaiba Fairy Wheels...

It's over.... ???

I read this article from Cosmo...

"When someone breaks up with you, you need to accept that it's not because there is something wrong with you, but that you're just not what they want at this stage of life. Seen this way, no danger is done and you can move on and find a better fit."

"Dating is about looking at someone and seeing something you like about them, then going out and getting to know them. This process used to take weeks, months or even years, but today it may take only one or two nights. It's far better to wait and take things one step at a time."

Signs that you're clinging

• you struggle not to call or email him and keep checking your messages.
• you constantly talk about him.
• you keep wondering what he's doing and who he's with.
• you find yourself doing drive-bys of his home or work.
• you find yourself running into him at his favourite bar.
• you cry frequently, or feel consumed by anger or lethargy.
• you drink, eat, sleep, take drugs or spend too much - signs you're struggling to forget him instead of forging past him.
  

from the above points, i think only 3.5 applies to me... so still not too bad =)

p/s: I'm still improving...

My another hobbies

I like to see my friends' picture on friendster, and now facebook...
When I online and I have nothing to surf, that's where I normally go to ...
Go to my friend's profile and browse their picture, see how they are doing, how's their life and how they have changed...
Changed from the short hair high school girl to the pretty, lady like, charming sexy woman....
or from those army hairstyle or what we so called "durian head"...to muscular, tanned, tall, mature, knowledgable, successful man...
I feel that's really amazing how the network can be.... connect everyone from all over the world...

I don't talk much on msn even though I have it online together with my labtop on... really, cause that's all I did...browsed through friendster, facebook and of cause, watching my fav series at the sam time

But, he doesnt think so...
He thinks I talk to guys, flirt with guys on msn all the time when I am at home...
He thinks I need to catch up with my lovers in m'sia or Perth or some other no where countries... that's why I don't stay at his place everyday... coz' I just told him, I need some space for myself ... and until to such an extent, I didn't realize he didn't even ask me to come over to his house anymore.... I was the one now offers to come to his place... and I just realized (or I should say, only he told me) when the relationship ended...

Now, I can just freely browse through facebook, friendster....