Another few more days, I am going to step up the stage again... sing that song... don't know why, I truly influenced by the chorus bit...
都怪我，太不争气。。。 我恨我爱你。。只是因为你是你。。
Maybe just simply because after 8 months since then, even though how hard I tried to change my lifestyle, how much I wished to meet someone else... or even though I did, I still can't get your name out of my life...
You taught me through alot... those small little bits that just exist in our life...
Yeah, I don't watch "supernatural", "house", "Iron chef", "CSI", "NCIS" now...
I don't eat KFC, I onli eat Chooks...
I don't drive past Vahland Avenue anymore...
I don't go Southlands,
I don't watch DVD on tv,
I continue back on my hongkong/taiwan series on my labtop again (by myself)
I don't cook tomyum myself now... coz I will never able to make the tomyum as yummy as you did...
Whatever I did .... Just because, I want to get you over...
Yet,
I don't park my car next to 4WD or any car bigger than mine (coz you told me not to as they can scratch your car)
I don't lock my car when I drive on freeway (as you said when *touchwood* meets accident, and the car locked, it can be dangerous... )
I watch series before I go to sleep...I can't sleep without any voices... as I so used to fall asleep with your arms around, and with your dvd movie still playing... now without your arms, I guess .. "sound" is the only thing I can fall asleep with...
etc etc etc....
Now I wait for your miss call... but you don't call anymore...I guess, my that NO to the question of "do you want to have anything to do with me?" did hurt you alot...
Now when I see everyone has finally found their loves, and I am still by myself after this 8 months... this loneliness strike me...makes me thinking of you throughout this countless night...
Speechless.....
I have to bear with this decision I made one and a half months ago...
When you drove your car away from my apartment, I know...
that's over...
都怪我，太不争气。。。 我恨我爱你。。只是因为你是你。。
Maybe just simply because after 8 months since then, even though how hard I tried to change my lifestyle, how much I wished to meet someone else... or even though I did, I still can't get your name out of my life...
You taught me through alot... those small little bits that just exist in our life...
Yeah, I don't watch "supernatural", "house", "Iron chef", "CSI", "NCIS" now...
I don't eat KFC, I onli eat Chooks...
I don't drive past Vahland Avenue anymore...
I don't go Southlands,
I don't watch DVD on tv,
I continue back on my hongkong/taiwan series on my labtop again (by myself)
I don't cook tomyum myself now... coz I will never able to make the tomyum as yummy as you did...
Whatever I did .... Just because, I want to get you over...
Yet,
I don't park my car next to 4WD or any car bigger than mine (coz you told me not to as they can scratch your car)
I don't lock my car when I drive on freeway (as you said when *touchwood* meets accident, and the car locked, it can be dangerous... )
I watch series before I go to sleep...I can't sleep without any voices... as I so used to fall asleep with your arms around, and with your dvd movie still playing... now without your arms, I guess .. "sound" is the only thing I can fall asleep with...
etc etc etc....
Now I wait for your miss call... but you don't call anymore...I guess, my that NO to the question of "do you want to have anything to do with me?" did hurt you alot...
Now when I see everyone has finally found their loves, and I am still by myself after this 8 months... this loneliness strike me...makes me thinking of you throughout this countless night...
Speechless.....
I have to bear with this decision I made one and a half months ago...
When you drove your car away from my apartment, I know...
that's over...
2 comments:
love comes, love goes.
That was merely a chapter of your life foregone.
Now u have to turn the page and write the next chapter.
Stop dwelling on that chapter no more,
because u, the protagonist, will definitely end with a happy ending,
hand in hand with the man you were meant to be with.
And that man will never cheat on you.
And how would we know that?
We will when you turnthe page and move on to the next chapter.
=)
hey,is me again...i guess,i know how do u feel...haiz...anyway...cheers~
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