如果

如果我不够坚持
如果我没那么果断
如果我没毅然离开那让我成熟的地方
如果我没回到从小长大的祖国
如果我没和你们一起出游
如果我从来都不曾认识你
如果我一开始没去那个小岛
如果你没踏出那一步
如果我没点头
......................................................

如果
也许
或者

......................................................

我
很庆幸....
这些"如果"都发生了...........
(:

小傷口

當傷口開始慢慢愈合

奇怪的 ...

我們總會又把它撕破 ....

然後讓它慢慢地

流出紅色,

讓你又回到從前悲傷的回憶

Cambodia Siem Reap Aug 2010 :)

~ Bali Sept 2010... Love ~

Let's let the pictures do all the talkings :)

Wild Dolphin Watch at Lovina, Bali

One of the itinerary in my this Bali trip is the wild dolphin watch.... Got this inspired from someone's blog. Even though I have seen dolphins very close to me before in Monkey Mia, Perth, it still doesn't stop me from going to have a peep on them..the cute little fellow, even from far away :)

As we stayed at Tulumben (together with the divers), we woke up at 3:00am, driver picked us up at 3:30am and headed to Lovina before the sun rise.... I know, it is freaking early!:( I was so worried, the effort we woke up early will be nothing if the cute little fellows didn't even come for the party.......

We paid 80,000 baht (ard RM30 per person) to hire a boat and a local to chase the dolphins. Our "captain" more like drive the boat to the place where he suspected the dolphins might be out and start looking around. This made me more alert and tried to help him up by opening my eyes BIG enough to catch the shot of them. After close to 1 hour, there ain't any of them.. I started to panic and at the same time, because of the shaky of the little boat, I dozed off....Suddenly, I heard the "turbo" engine sound and he started speeding up to a place where all the other boats were...within 10 mins, they appeared.... swimming freely in the water, some of the drivers who were far away started to chase them. but in common sense, if someone chases after you, definitely you will run, right? same applied to dolphins, that's why our driver just stayed at around the same place, wait for them to come near us..... Luckily, there were once, they were just right in front of us... I was so excited, shouted and pointed at them.... and there were once when they jumped in front of all the tourists.... it's GREAT!

This, indeed a very good experience! a must-try when you go to Bali ;)

Sunrise at Lovina. Love it!:)

see all the little boats? these are how many of them watching the dolphins!

:)


Yeah! this is our little boat which brought us to watch wild dolphins!

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After the wild dolphin watch, the local brought us to the site nearby and check out the coral. The water is so clear that we could even see the corals right from our boat! Check it out!

Cambodia... Love her :)

All the kiddos.... see how happy they were..?

This, already makes them very happy.......

Playing water and splashing it to each other..

Their back......

最近，她无意想起了曾短暂出现的他
那个在她十七岁出现的他
男人为了她
下着雨天，骑着他的电动铁马
来到她家， 只为了看她一下下
他，把几个月想对她说的话
写在纸上，
之后久久打一通电话给她
只为了不想让她认为他们没话讲
这些， 女生都不知道，
以为他忽冷忽热忽远忽近
所以对他冷漠以待
最后。。。。。。。。
新娘 不是她

First encounter with Cambodia

Out of the 3 places I visited, Cambodia is actually my favourite one...even though it doesn't have my favourite beaches.... ^_^

She, makes me feel that how lucky and blessed I am...how much I should treasure and cherish of what I am having around me...

I don't need to beg people for buying things from me when I was young; I don't need to wait at the tourist attractions under the big sun, and run towards those tourists for money or candy...; I don't have to skip school and came out to work as a massage girl when I was 18 yo...; Yet, I had barbie dolls, I had all the loves, I had laptop when I was 18yo, I had managed to go to primary school, sec sch and even university, and so graduated...; I had no need to worry about where the money comes from before I start working and get my own money....... this is how lucky I am...

Everytime I heard this, my heart melts....

"Jiejie, one dollar one dollar.... Jie Jie, buy from me. $1.00..beautiful...and you beautiful too....Jiejie, give me tang guo (as in candy)..Jie Jie........." ...(you see, they learn all this when they were young);

we?? we said,
"ma, give me RM5.00, i need to pay for the books" ...
"pa, time to give the bus fee...RM30.00"
"ma, I want to buy this barbie dolls/power ranger" (please note: we did not ask for permission)
"pa...I want to have a party on my 18yo party"...
"ma, can we go Genting Highland for holiday"....
"pa... I want to buy iphone.. can you sponsor me??"

Cambodia: beautiful place, with a very sad story......

Krabi ..love it ? or not?

After been to Bali for 1 week, I knew... Krabi will not be my preferred choice as an island trip anymore..... If there is another time for me to go back, I will probably try Koh Samui or go to Krabi via Phuket.... maybe I expected too much from Krabi.... kinda feel disappointed when I saw the scenery of the beach.... yeah, frankly speaking, Cottesloe beach in Perth can easily beat her. :) and another reason is ...cultural and language.. I have no clue at all what the freaking thai people are saying, so you will never know whether they are trying to con you or chop you as a big fish, or they are saying something nice about you, this makes me very insecure... that's why, different from Krabi, as a Malaysian aka once my Malay teacher's favourite student :D, I still can understand what indonesian saying... this makes things ALOT easier :)

Anyway, still post up few of my favourite picture in Krabi..... ^_^Love the feeling of sunlight splashing on my face.......

The last capture at Phi Phi Island

Sunset-ing at Aonang beach....

不知道是不是他
但
在过着熙来攘往的街道
她
有那么一点点
希望他能牵起她的手

~暧昧~

Summer holiday at Bali

I always hope I am those girls, who won't get tanned or darker no matter how much they enjoy under the sun ...... The moment I stepped into Seminyak, I knew, I fall in love with this beach. She made me think of the beaches in Perth, made me feel so peaceful over here....the surf, the just-nice-crowds.... Pictures do all the talkings!:)

不止是 。。。。

是讽刺吗 ??
我宁愿你没说过这句话 。。。。

你说，
如果我们早些认识，
也许，
你我会成为很要好的朋友。。。
但 。。。如果真有那么一天，
我却希望 。。
我们不止是朋友 。。。。。

BACK IN J.B, MALAYSIA!! =)

Good Bye my Love

Gonna say bye bye to her on the coming Tuesday... before I want to sell the car, I can't wait to sell it, because worried that no 1 will take up the offer and I have to force to sell it to car dealer with the really crappy price... After today. when the guy straightaway said "SOLD".... in my deepest heart, I feel sad........ that means I can only have her for another 3 days?
:( :( :( :( :(
my first owned car, the car accompanying me to go everywhere in Perth for the past 2 years, the car brought my mum and sis to Busseltton, the car brought me to work every single day....I know, probably I didn't take care of it to the max I can,
at least ...... I care....

StaY...

Don't think so much...
Just let it stay where it was last time...
As if we never met .....
As we never begun .....

五月天

五月柏斯的天空
没有了往常的朦胧
冷空气也失踪
大多时候，
是太阳公公的暖气照耀着这原本阴暗的天空

是不是因为我要走了。。
她就突然放晴天空
因为。。她。。。
知道我爱这冷冷的晴空。。。。
知道我爱披着长及膝盖的Jacket。。 穿着Boots。。。 带领着我。。
发掘柏斯的一角一落。。。

Life....

Wouldn't it be nice if we can just lying on the grass, looking at the clear blue sky, reading our fav book, listening to the fav music....... Life is always so simple yet hard to achieve :)

Swan Valley Sitella Winery

Good and nice things are always just right next to us, depends on you whether you will realize and find them or not .... isn't it so? When we are going to lose them, only we start panicking and learn how to cherish and treasure... but it is always too late...




The very autumn feel trees outside my apartment~ finally got a chance to take a candid shot ..:)

My room is getting emptier :(

Time to say good bye???

If you follow me on my Facebook, you will know that I am heading back to Malaysia JB for good! yeah, NO doubts... FOR GOOD.... even myself also can't believe this... :( gonna leave the place that I been staying for the past 9 yrs, the place where I got my degree, got my first car, got my first job, and my first tax refund, etc............................so in order for me not to think so much, TICKET was BOOKED! 15th July is the day ~ pretty sure I am gonna have 1 Litre of tears that day..hahaha!

There are things I wanted to do before I go back to Malaysia:

1) Clubbing REAL hard! (hahaha... havent been clubbed for REALLY long, because I work on Sundays, so, pretty much Sat night means nothing to me~)
2) Go for horse riding in Wanneroo (I know..malaysia has it as well, but I guess it's a different kind of feeling?)
3) Out for a boat/cruise trip (should have done this in summer! don't know whether can make it or not!)
4) Cycling / strolling around the Perth riverside~ (if you know where I stay, I have plenty of chances to do this, but I never done it:P ... as I am just too lazy!!:( so have to do it...and slowly appreciate the nice view and fresh air before going back to the humid country~)
5) Shooting lesson in Yanchep!
6) Trying out all the signature food in Perth.. eg. Ciao Italia, Mussells in Concas!, Fish&Chips, Marinara in Cicerellos, Dim sum!, cakes at King Street cafe!! *******slurpppppppppppp*****
7) Capturing all the good moments, nice scenery at all time with my camera~

more to come for my list..................:) :)

and of cause, the least but not the last, farewell sessionsSSSsss (please note the "S" at the back) with all my beloved friends in Perth!:) and that will start from 30th June onwards (as I am going to melb from 22nd till 30th June! hehehe)

猜不透

歌曲:猜不透
歌手:丁当
专辑:我爱上的
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祝 小英快乐( QQ 491139019)
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猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但 是他为彼此的戏上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的
[01:25.72]
如 果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
[01:54.87]
到 底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

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Treat your girl right,

or someone else will.

女孩子,长大了就要有个大人样

1.转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
过了20岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过

。
要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别 人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
过了20岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
过了20岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。


4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。
而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
过了20岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
过了20岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌 优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
过了20岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜 力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。
过了20岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人 包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在20岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们 了。
仇恨留在20岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优 先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩 一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
过了20岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你 走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。


12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才刚过20岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出 来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门 当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一 辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就 把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你已经20岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
过了20岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风 而恋爱。
过了20岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
20岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

最后.随时给自己准备一个微笑 告诉自己 我可以！

p/s: I like point 11 and 15 :)

Earth Hour 2010

Yeah!! Earth hour.... (27/03/2010 from 2030 to 2130)

I switched off all lights, just using the fair bit of the electricity for my wireless modem =)
hehehe.

How about you guys?????????????

p/s:
as what we actually should do is... only use the electricity when necessary...instead of doin this earth hour once a year, that way will be more meaningful =)
Love the Earth, Protect the Earth

9 years

I realized...
I have been having this number for 9 years...
0412951056

:)

Where my place in this world

been thinking about this question since few months ago... especially after I came back from Malaysia in Feb ...... where should I really settle down? Perth, Malaysia, or somewhere else?

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Those who are really close to me will know the actual reason or I shall say, part of the reason why I decided to leave this place where I have been staying for the past 9 years and put everything behind. My first owned car, my rented unit which I stayed for 4 years, my considered-above-average-pay full time job, friends who accompany me for the past years...... didn't plan to tell my 2 old folks at home first before I really finalise my decision, but thanks to my dear cuz..now my mummy knew about it, and she seemed really happy for me to finally want to go back to ..at least singapore to work...at least, it's just 1 hour drive from JB, at least she can call me more often...and of cause see me more often..and surprisingly, she said this to me..

mama: hmm...so when u wan to come back..how ar? all your money in your bank, you better check about the charges etc..don't later custom there check. or you better TT some back to malaysia first....
me: oh..ok..should be ok gua (as if I am a millionaire ??:P)
mama: hmm... you come back also good lah, can meet more friends...you seemed like cant know any new people or meet new friends there... =.=
me: oh.........OK (she is hinting me...I cant get any bf in Perth!! =.=)

LOL

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BUT now I start to think... can I really cope with the working life in Singapore...? I am so used to my 4 days a week, 12 hours a day working life in Perth, that means I get to have 3 days off in a roll... I am so used to the slow pace in Australia, everything so stress-free....and also, the safety in Perth also. When I go back to JB, i am a cinderella (as just before the clock hit 12, my mobile will start ringing, and my mum will start to nag "aiya, why you still don't want to come back, you know what time now already or not, faster come back ah..." -- and this will continue for every 15 mins until I reached home safely =.= and I name this as "夺命追魂call" >.< but in Perth, I can go out at 12 (yeah just before the clock hits 12. and of cause I won't have people stop in front of me and don't let me go out :P) and I can come back at 3 or 4am without anyone worry..:) *so I think I need to have an agreement with my mum if I do go back for good, she can't stop me from going out... heheheh :P* -- I can understand the reason why she is doing that... but then I am 27yo, and I know how to take care of myself... when I go back of cause I will try to catch up with as many friends as I could...and most of them are working till late.... so actually I missed out alot of chances to meet up with friends :(

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Anyway mind is so confusing now... there is no 1 in neither of the places for me to stay (of cause..that excludes my family :)) is the one who really makes me want to stay in either one of the places... I am not saying that my friends are not important..but I always believe that, no 1 is irreplaceable, in both work and also friendship .... your friend not going to go to malaysia with you just because you are going back for good; your boss won't even beg you or raise your wages by 110% or what just because he wants you to stay. this is just how this world is.

my friend said, don't just make decision if you really not sure what you are going to do..some of them even said, because I can't get a bf here that's why I want to go back also... then he said he's going to intro me some guys then it will mess up my plan again =.=

Probably I just need a very long break, go home and accompany my mama and papa, clearly thinking what I really should do... because it takes alot of courage to really move everything I have got here back to malaysia....and also I can do some survey in singapore (as in pharmacy field) - apparently it takes 1 yr and 3 months for you to become a registered pharmacist in Singapore. hmm..compared to how malaysia's one, this is a REALLY short one already. so can't complain much!

So...at the moment, my plan is tell my boss I need a long break in coming July, whether or not he will still keep my position, I don't really mind if he has found someone to replace me...I won't really expect someone will be so nice to me anyway ;) then go back to malaysia... and I have a few holiday plans planned

April - Gold Coast (if this can't make it , probably a June/July trip to Melbourne/Kiwi-land with Claire Tan)
mid of July - sponsoring mama to go china (because I havent been there before, and I want someone to go with me!! hahaha
August - Ang Kor Wa, Koh Samui and Bangkok!

So...any people want to join??:P

暴风雨过后的平静

人们常说，
在暴风雨来临之前都是一片平静 。。。。
今天的你， 却是相反的。。。 让人那么地措手不及 。。。
迅雷不及掩耳的冰雹 ， 闪电 ， 水涨 。。。。
还有， 那沉浸在黑暗的整个柏斯城 。。。

有在期待那雨后的彩虹哦。。
那么， 就刚好弥补大家有点惆怅的心情 。。。:D

看到这雨后的夕阳，
不知怎的，
想起了你。。。。。。。。。。 =)

Been quite hardworking doing my grocery recently... and I realize this hidden herbal/oriental shop in Northbridge, William street....

Here you go!!

The price is quite reasonable..and got quite a variety of items... eg. 保济丸， 燕窝， 鸡精。。。!hahaha....and also the soup instant packs are quite cheap !! =D

Anyway, you guys can check it out! =)



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Face Mask day... why? went to TheFaceShop while Jase passed something to his friend at JBHiFi =P Tsk tsk tsk!!! spent money again. The price is generally from $3.50 to $9.00 .. of cause not gonna spend $9.00 for 1 piece of face mask =P (not sure whether the promo is on-going, when you buy 6 masks, you will get 1 for free! )